Overextended

I'm starting to think I'm a workaholic.  I love my job.  It's easy to get caught up in everything about it.  The kids, the lessons, the collaboration, the politics, the community.  It's very hard to say no to new programs and committees.  Here is my current menu of responsibilities (most of which are self inflicted):

• Classroom teacher
• Newspaper Advisor/Editor
• Science Club Advisor
• Technology Committee
• Lastinger Leadership Committee
• Coursework for UF Masters
• Recycling Program

These are the most pertinent and time consuming.  There are other responsibilites that have to do with being a fifth grade teacher but most of these wont be an issue until the spring semester.  I could have said no to all but the first responsibility.  I'm exhausted.  I'm worn down.  I'm feeling irritable and touchy, somewhat emotional, and extremely sleep deprived.  I'm hyper aware of my state of mind and am trying not to take it out on anyone...especially my family.

I keep reviewing this list and asking myself why I can't give any of it up.  The Newspaper and Science Club are both school improvement projects that I can document and put into my portfolio for UF.  My involvement with the Lastinger Committee has the same benefit, as does the Recycling Program...you see the issue right?  Then there is the voice in my heart that whispers to me when I am feel like quiting it all..."You do this because the kids love it.  Becuase it is what is right to do for the students, the families, and your school."  and I sigh at myself, with a small measure of guilt, for even considering that I should back out of one of these activities.